My darling son James..Mummy is thinking about you all the time, i love you so so much..I miss you more than you will ever know, some people say that you learn to live with it but its really hard without you son. everyone misses you loads and loads. Amy-Leigh says hi, and she loves you xoxoxo. Im doing a driving lesson on Friday morn son, hope i get on ok. Im going to book my theory test tomorrow aswell.. i need my test son. Laura and your 2 wee nephews are doing great, me and Laura is on the phone every day. We look after each other son and we are really close since i got over my sickness. wee John...is in ballyclare at the minute living with Shannon. He`s ok. James you may not be with me, Laura wee Jock and Amy-Leigh in person, but you are deffinatley with us in spirit my lovely boy..Im going over to Glenwherry tomorrow to take u a wee card, as usual son. I go in the train then Berylingus is taking me out(ha ha). i will go and see cathy tomorrow. she went with me last week. i will sign off now son, and see you tomorrow and say some wee prayers with you. love you and miss you son forever...love mummy..xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx