My big son Jimbob , I went to see your headstone on Friday and it was beautiful. It does hit home son that you are at peace now and you are happy and don`t suffer any pain. As you know James we all love you and miss you so much, i find it very hard most days to get through the day. But when i look at your wee photo of me and you on the wall, i smile and know that your safe and looking after your old ma now (ha ha).....Cathy was with us on Friday and wee Alora. Laura and your 2 wee nephews are doing well, they all love you, wee Jock loves you too son and all miss you loads. Amy-Leigh has made a lovely wee garden out the back yard for you and its so cute, she talks about you a lot. Shane sends his love as always xx. Clarisse and Sandra goes to your wee grave quite alot. Clarisse thinks about you when she goes to Ballymena on Thursdays when you used to wait for her and Sandra at the food court window in the tower centre. You are still probably doing it son. im learning to drive at the minute son and i am doing not to bad.. well my wee darling son i must sign off now for the time being and will be sending you loads more thoughts soon. I love you and miss you and miss you so so much, but I will Keep going son and know you are fine and happy....Lots and lots of love mammy and co, till we meet again son .....Love you xxxxxxx